Dreams and Nightmares

NEW JOURNAL

2007-06-28T18:57:24Z

I'VE MOVED GUYS

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It's mostly friends only except for, y'know, stuff everyone needs to know, and most of it is going to be very private stuff, so please don't be offended if you don't get added :/ I barely know a lot of the people on my friends list here anyway.

Last time I use this icon until I upload it at my new account, if I do ;_;

So I was lying in bed with Langly

2007-05-28T05:56:10Z

...and I saw a pseudoscorpion crawling across the ceiling.

Of course, having never heard of one before, my first assumption was OMGWTF MUTANT TICK WITH PINCHERS OR POSSIBLY A SCORPION WHO HAS LOST ITS TAIL IN A FIGHT so Langly smushed him and flushed him.

Now that I know what it is, I wish we hadn't. I would have carried him outside and put him down next to one of the anthills!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pseudoscorpion

forever_noob @ 2007-05-15T14:24:00

2007-05-15T19:24:29Z

OWN UP YOU GUYS, WHO TF BOUGHT ME A PLUS ACCOUNT

Sure is a lotta drama round here lately.

2007-04-13T14:23:59Z

Encyclopedia Dramatica and drama_awesome appear to be in the process of going nova. Coooool. *reads*

forever_noob @ 2007-04-11T13:59:00

2007-04-11T19:20:07Z

Ugh. I keep having weird nightmares. Really disturbing stuff, to the point where like, if I try to tell people about it they make me stop cause it's too upsetting.

Can't.. stop.. listneing.. to Johnny Cash... I am SO ANNOYED cause when Nocty moved all of our music to the server, he deleted ALL THE CASH WE HAD. I dunno if it was an accident or what, I know Nocty doesn't like Cash so who knows. But I'm making Langly get the discography ASAP. I am making do with the small amounts I had on my own computer, but OBVIOUSLY ONE ALBUM IS NOT ENOUGH. Yup. That and YouTube videos. Youuuuuu tuuuuube.

Ok so I'm sorry, I'm sick and I'm tired and not making a lot of sense. Eh. Haven't been getting a lot of sleep at all lately, it seems we might as well just stay up all night and then sleep all weekend. I've been sleeping about 5-6 hours a night during the week, less if you count how much I am awake during that time (probably closer to 3-4) and then sleeping 12 hours plus on the weekends when I can. And I wonder why I'm sick, jeez. At least the pills I've been taking for pain are working.. they're some sort of preventative thing, they help a lot.. I'm nowhere near the level of stiffness and soreness I was when I first went back on them. Damn arthritis.

I seem to have gotten entirely through my downswing as well, which is fantastic. It was a lot shorter than I'd expected judging from my usual cycle. I'm not quite peaking manic yet but I'm generally pleased which is good, and now with 50% less moodswings!

Oh my christ I almost punched the cat in the face the other night. I was having a bad dream, and although we sleep with our door closed it must not have clicked all the way or something because I woke up to her PURRRRR PURRRRRRPURRRRRRRRRing RIGHT IN MY FACE and bumping her nose against me. I almost peed myself, I was so startled. Langly woke up enough to tell me that he didn't care that the door was open and to just leave it. Wonderful. Our hallway fills with red light from the Armory across the street at night so here I am, lying in bed, having just been woking up from a terrific nightmare by our DEMON cat, who is now sauntering back out into a world of red light that looks like maybe Hell is on the other side of my door. I SLEPT VERY WELL THANK YOU. OH SHI--

Oh well, I guess it could have been worse. She could have been rubbing her DIRTY DIRTY ass against me like she usually tries to do. Or having one of her OMGWTFBBQ RUN AWAAAAAAAAAY moments. Damn she is a weird critter.

I wish I had photos and things to entertain you all with, but our camera is still lost, tear. I might get the ol' webcam out again if this goes on much longer.. I NEEEEEEED to be able to record cool things dammit.

Gonna try to talk Langly into visiting the creepy rural graveyard near us sometime this weekend. Of course Nocty will probably be all NONONO but he doesn't have to come after all :> I've been wanting to visit that place since we almost moved in across the street from it back in September.

I'm going to the eye doctor's this afternoon, might be getting glasses.

Someone come to my LJ proper and tell me how to improve this GODAWFUL attempt at a new color scheme?

Waaaaaangst and deep thinking

2007-04-10T00:50:50Z

They're basically the same thing, right?

Just thinking over some of the happenings of my time since I started posting online, both online and off. Especially more recent stuff but... just built up things mostly. People. People suck. I don't understand it. I can't stand hypocrites, and I see so many people who say the same thing and then they are one. Am I a hypocrite too and I just don't know it? I dunno...

I had a whole bunch of stuff I wanted to say, we'll see what I remember, I got a phone call right in the middle of typing this so my train of thought was somewhat interuppted, heh.

Mostly it's just... I don't understand why people think I'm a bad person because I'm accepting. Like, I thought this was supposed to be a good thing? And so many people, online especially (nothing like the anonymity of the Internet to make people brave!) seem to think that like.. if I am not judgement of some things, if I mind my own business, that's bad and I must be a terrible person. Not frothing at the mouth and damning people because of a fringe part of their personalities means I'm 'just as bad' as them. Don't get it. Thou shalt not judge, right? So I don't. I might not associate with people because I disagree with something they do, or I might ask them not to talk to me about it, but most stuff, I'm curious about, and there's nothing anyone can tell me they believe that will make me go OMFG YOU ARE A BAD PERSON NOW SIT THERE FOR THE NEXT 3 HOURS WHILE I TELL YOU WHAT A DOUCHE YOU ARE. I'm not that confrontational. I don't have a problem with being honest when the situation calls for it, brutally honest, but I'd rather shake my head and go 'I don't get you,' than scream at someone about what a judgemental ass they are. And like I said... I don't judge. I don't hate people for being judgemental, if that's what floats your boat then hey, go right ahead. I just don't understand it. I don't understand what you get out of being judgemental. Why is it fun? Why do it? It doesn't make sense.

Another thing I don't get is.. why not be straightforward? It just causes more pain and heartache in the end if you hide things. If you don't like me, tell me, and please tell me why. Even if there's nothing I can do about it, I still want to know. If I'm annoying, fangirlish, perverted, whatever it is that puts people off of me, I want to know. I don't want to drive people away. I'm a people person at heart, I hate being alone unless it's by choice and I love having friends and squealing buddies and art pals. Even if you don't want to be my best friend ever, I'd rather you not shun me, and if you have to do that, I'd like to know why.

I dunno. I'm talking to Black at the same time and he has some interesting views. I guess I can understand them but they are just so damn depressing. He says people judge so that they can make a clear line and put themselves on the 'ok' side of it. I just feel really sorry for judgemental people if that's true.. I mean.. how low does your self esteem have to be that you have to define yourself by how 'bad' other people are? *sigh*

Anyway. Just rambling. As an aside, though, I'd like to know what my negative qualities are. What don't people like about me? No one has had the balls to tell me so far...all I know is what I see, and apparently I'm looking through a different lens.

Pound The Love Out Of Me, Beat The Love Out Of Me

2007-04-05T13:34:57Z

Eeeeewwwwww, it's all.. frosty..again. After really nice weather for a week, suddenly we wake up and it's freaking 40 degrees outside. FFS. Wisconsin is dumb. I hope it gets nice again soon.. it's so frustrating.

It would appear I've run into a downswing in terms of living with depression. I'm trying to work through it and just wait to upswing again, but it's been so long since my last down period that I've somewhat forgotten how to deal with it. I'm sick, too, which may be a side effect... having short-term memory issues *holds up 948048239 lists* and apathy. Still chugging through commissions, though, slowly but surely.

I have some work up for sale on FurBid: http://www.furbid.ws/cgi-bin/auction/item.pl?item=29277 (NSFW)(gay furries, no pen0r showing) if anyone is interested/cares.

I need to know who all is going to AC... I need to look up refs for Jolyn and Paula to do my half of our badge trades... thinking of doing one for Chiv too if she's going...does anyone have a reference for the newest incarnation of Bungle? I know Dreamy is going, no clue about Squeek...
Jolyn, is there anyway I can talk you into a double-badge trade? You could draw Langly and I could draw Dreamaria? I think it would be fun...

Elipses...>.>

Not much else to say here. Does anyone else find that Trias bleed a lot more than Prismas? and, is rubbing alcohol an acceptable substitute to blending markers?

Handwriting test

2007-03-15T12:31:26Z

OHHHH GOOOOD I remember Gurl.com. I had a pretend boyfriend there when I was like 13. Hahahaaha.

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k. I read all the other 'desriptions' and they all fit me. Plus I don't handwrite anymore. Heh.

Cut toes and melting snow

2007-03-12T16:35:46Z

So like, I am cut up ALL OVER MY FEET. Well not really. Only in two places. BUT STILL. In the shower last night, Langly dropped a razor by accident and it hit the back of my leg and gave me a neat little slice on my Achilles tendon. And EWWWW OH GOD I have such a THING about my Achilles tendon being hurt. Or anyone's, really. Or anywhere on the foot. BUT THEN. I dropped a razor too! I dropped it and the head snapped off and it bounced and somehow it landed RIGHT BETWEEN my big toe and my second toe and got WEDGED THERE and now I have this HUGE cut there and OH GOD IT HURTS SO BAD. And AWFUL. DO NOT WAAAAANT.

Made a new friend on Battlenet (playing DotA); he is vair nice and hopefully it is the beginning of a good friendship =^_^=

Still chugging along on commissions.

The snow is melting now.. almost gone. I am happy, but tentatively, as the last time this happened, you'll recall, we got four feet of snow dumped on us ;_; But I hope against hope that this time it really is spring. Wisconsin is LOVELY in the spring and early summer, and I'm very excited for it.. trips to Big Falls and playing outside and so on. WHEEE.

We saw the fox that lives on our street again! He is adorable. I think he probably lives off of the mice etc that must live in the airfield, and the rabbits that live in the warren in the greenstrip down the road. Dunno where his den is though.. although.. I am hoping to go out and look for it a bit maybe once it warms up. I would LOVE to see fox kits 83

Bought some Trias. DAMN YOU SAVANNAH. Making me want more expensive art supplies. But they are godly. *draw draw draw*

Culture Test Thingy

2007-03-01T15:18:28Z

Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[x] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[x] You know what poutine is
[x] You speak some french.
[x] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[x] You watch/watched degrassi.
[x] "Play Money" is green.
[x] You understand the phrase "I left my toque on the chesterfield"
[x] Kraft Dinner is a meal, not a side dish.
Total = 10

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[x] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] Its football...not soccer.
Total = 5

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[x] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something
Total = 5

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what an italian horn is
[x]Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!!!
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total = 8

Spanish
[x] You say member instead of remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total = 6

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total = 6

Irish
[x] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total = 7

African American
[x]You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[x] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[x] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total = 6

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[x] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total = 4

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2
Total = 7

American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total = 3

Well that was mind-numbingly stereotypical and racist. I seem to have an awful lot of markers for every single 'country' (African America is a country?) except the one I actually live in. I bet this was written by a self-hating American.

Let It Snow... Goddammit

2007-02-27T16:49:41Z

So just when it is starting to get warmer and Nocty and I are getting all excited about spring cleaning and gardening and that nonsense... we get AN ICE STORM. Goddammit all. It's been snowing since Friday and hasn't let up. We have like three feet of snow now. Fortunately our next door neighbour is retired and owns a snowblower; he is nice enough to clear our front walk (which we can get fined for if left snowy). I baked him some cookies and we left them on his step in a nice tin. I hope he got them as opposed to them freezing to the ground or something.

The big dump of snow almost means that we weren't able to make it to the furmeet this past Saturday :/ Hopefully we will have nice weather again by the next one. I miss everyone very much... here's hoping Ms Savannah and Mr Travis can make it to the next one as well.

Kira came over on Thursday and we spent the night watching the old My Little Ponies TV show, horrifying the boys, and drawing. Hence the awful MLP porn in my gallery.. please forgive me ;3;

Had a lovely panic attack last night when Langly was out with his ex (as the first step towards seeing his kids) and I couldn't get ahold of him. I managed to convince myself that he had gotten into a car accident or something. When he got home we spent a fairly nice evening together, him playing his new game (Disgaea.. it's new to him anyway) and me first coloring (with crayons, in my oversized Tinkerbell coloring book floor pad thing... I'm a dork) at his feet, and then falling asleep on his lap with the cat curled on my stomach.

Finally got the whole Haibane Renmei series now, I can't decide whether I want to watch it first, or finish Chobits. I think the latter most likely.. as I've already started it. Still watching Hand Maid May for fun (shut up, I like Doll fetish k?)

I'm a little ways into the Oni Island area in Okami, which makes me sad because I know it's almost over. I got the soundtrack though... FIVE DISKS LONG WTF. There's like 218 songs. @.@ It's awesome though.

Also been looking at a lot of Jay Axer (http://jayaxer.deviantart.com)'s work lately.. this is ruining my ability to work because it makes me think that all my art is way too rough and I cannot judge what level of smoothness is correct XD Someday I'll be as good as him and Kaji.. maybe even better. *determined face*

Anyway. Better get back to work. <3

Back on Track!

2007-02-22T18:37:05Z

So, our oven is fixed! I LOVE living with handymen and fix-it guys. They got a part off of E-Bay and fixed it in under an hour... woot! I can't wait to use my luxurious stove and oven again XD

Also, may be getting a well-paying colorist job soon. We'll see. *cryptic*

Nnnnghhh

2007-02-12T15:09:36Z

So, we are so very excited, we have almost got enough money to fix our shower! But then.. surprise... our oven breaks! 8D We'll have to have a repairman come in and fix it...

Basically what happened was, Lynx put a frozen pizza in to bake while he was playing DotA with Nezzy and Langly... and forgot about it. It was supposed to be in for 15 minutes; it was in for over an HOUR. It was a Frisbee. Annoying, yes, but we are still hungry, so he puts another one in.

Unfortunately, the oven appears to be playing silly buggers and has set itself to Broil instead of Bake (despite Lynx insisting that he distinctly remembered pressing the 'BAKE' button). What this means is that the kitchen is shortly filled with smoke and the pizza is toast on top and raw on the bottom. :/ Ok, no pizza for us tonight. This is shitty but it is not the end of the world.

Langly notices that the oven is still extremely hot, so he leaves the door open. You can actually hear the aluminum foil in the bottom of the oven cracking and popping as it cools off. We are full of joy as the house now smells like aluminum oxide. However, no big deal... we know Lynx is prone to being unobservant and we are not angry nor do we blame him.

A little while later, having missed most of the earlier prancing about in the kitchen with burnt pizzas, Nocty comes downstairs from his shower and sees that the oven door is open. He closes it without checking the temperature, assuming it is cool. It is important to note at this point that he had disconnected the smoke detector rather than air out the house.

Time passes.

Langly goes into the kitchen, pizzaless and therefore still hungry, to make himself a sandwich.

THE OVEN IS ON FIRE.

Seriously, there are leaping flames inside it. Langly manages to make it down to the basement to disconnect the breaker to the oven without causing much commotion at all--I was sitting in the other room and did not even notice that he was upset. The oven is opened, again, and this time everyone is cautioned to leave it open. If we thought the house was smokey and smelled like Alzheimer's before, well, that was nothing compared to this. Everywhere on the main floor and upper floor stinks of acrid smoke, making your eyes burn and your nose wrinkle. Langly is trying hard not to panic about the fact that our kitchen was ON FIRE and the smoke detector was disconnected, and the thought that had he gone to bed without eating we could be crispy by now. He is pretty good at not panicking.

However, the oven is not finished with us. It is displaying an error code on the clock screen (we have no clue what it means, the previous inhabitant having taken the oven instructions with her), which disappears when we press 'OFF' a lot. Which is currently, apparently, the off button's only function.

That's right. Our oven won't turn off.

As soon as Langly reconnected the breaker, the broiler element began to heat up again. A LOT. Despite several tries throughout the evening, it remains so. Every time the oven is allowed electricity, it heats up, all the while merrily informing us that it is, indeed, off, and that it is now well after midnight.

So, I got the joy of going to sleep wondering how much appliance repairmen cost, and inhaling aluminum oxide. Yum.

On the plus side, it's almost Valentine's Day. We're going to the Green Mill and then to our favourite coffee shop. We expect a lot of stares but it should be fun.

Stereotypes

2007-01-11T21:00:46Z

Stolen from collared.
[I just bolded all the ones that pertain to me]

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm AFRICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm A DANCER, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I WEAR SKIRTS A LOT, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have a big cock.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm ALWAYS SMILING AND LAUGHING, so I MUST have a great life.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATRE & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be sleeping with them.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

I HAVE GAY FRIENDS, so I MUST be GAY TOO.

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be stupid.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love fried chicken.

Im a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be prude.

I'm BI, so I MUST think every girl I see is hot.

I'm an ANTHRO ARTIST so I MUST have sex in fur suits

That bi one I find is especially true. How many times have you bi girls had an ugly whore come up to you and be like 'let's make out' and you're like 'PSH NO' and they're like 'well you must not be bi then!!!!'

*eyeroll*

Updates Galore

2007-01-03T17:05:19Z

Ok, my New Year's resolution is to BLOG MORE. I don't write enough ;_; there's so much I want to say all the time and I don't, so these journals are for it!

Anyone interested in some artistic discourse and rant-o-mania regarding realism and research in furry art can hop on over to my FA or my dA (http://www.furaffinity.net/user/farorenightclaw and http://the-burning-claw.deviantart.com) for rant yummies. Yay for intellectual and artistic stimulation 8D

So... for Christmas! I got many things. I gooot:

-GIR t-shirt
-What Part of MEOW Don't You Understand oversize t-shirt
-moneys
-little tiger puzzle
-jewelries
-House of 1000 Corpses DVD (my old copy was dead)
-Nightmare Before Christmas poster
-lots of socks and stockings and tights and leggings and underthings and YAY
-big box o' art supplies including lap desk and color wheel
-far side calendar
-book of visual illusions
-Bodyworlds and Gorillaz DVDs
-Body Shop bathstuff (mmm smells so yummy!)
-animal print bathing suit coverup
-hand mirror
-picture of Langly, Farore and Nocturnophile together by Savannah! Although that one I kind of bought myself X3
-lots and lots of chocolate and candy

It was such a fun holiday! Although Langly was kind of down most of the day.. but we had tasty tasty ham for dinner which we are still having leftovers of X3 and I made fresh string beans and mashed potatoes and YUMMY.

We had a bunch of friends over for New Year's, which was SO FUN omg. SilverwingsDragon, Jacek, Nashiva and Rayven were all at our house.. there was a power outage! It was so scary...but we got by X3 Nezumi made these wonderfully delicious custard cream puff things too, and we had lots of booze heh. And Peche Lambec which is the BEST instead of champagne.. lots of Jolly Ranchers, strange and wonderful mixed drinks, and of course BEER. We had pizza for dinner too which was SO good, mm Papa Murphy's I adore you. There were some hiccoughs in the night with some people getting scared by the blackout and some people being really, painfully emo but other than that it was all good. SilverwingsDragon and Rayven stayed an extra day and we spent the day watching movies--oh god we watched so many movies the past few days, we saw Flight of Dragons (old favourite), Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron (which I hadn't seen before and UNF it is a great movie, I asked SilverwingsDragon if I could borrow it an extra few weeks XD), The Last Unicorn (another old, great favourite, and I leant SilverwingsDragon my copy of the book, which is falling apart so I hope it makes it home ok *cross fingers*), and The Fox and The Hound 2 which I just LOVED to DEATH, go look at my dA scraps for fan characters >.> Dixie and Cash, so great, loved it so much it made me SO HAPPY.

However on the way to drop SilverwingsDragon and Rayven off there was a big huge lot of FAILURE. See they live like 2-3 hours away from us, in the Twin Cities, and they paid us gas to drive them home.. so we did... it wasn't so bad except that Langly had to come along and he didn't really want to, but we were going to buy me an excersize bike that he had arranged a pickup for so he came along instead of sleeping (<3 sweetie, thank you).

We got to SilverwingsDragon's house without incident, I got to meet all her tons of kitties (SO CUTE OMG I WANT) and Nocty installed Photoshop CS2 and Corel Painter on her computer while I played with her kitties Oreo (who has cancer :C but he's not in pain), Luna, Courage and Pinstripe, and drooled over her art books and collection of old awesome cartoons. We ended up borrowing The Fox and The Hound (the first one, which Nocty never saw), Brother Bear (which I love), Brother Bear 2, and Watership Down (omg BEST ANIMAL MOVIE EVAR except maybe Plague Dogs.. I have the book and it's so great and Richard Adams yay and you probably knew I liked it if you ever saw my bunny characters Nildro and Pfeffarah/Tybalt). On top of Spirit XD at first she was like 'only borrow three please' but then she kept giving them to me XD She gave me a little sketchbook thingy too, it's so cute and pretty, I will take it with me and not put any prons in it XD so I can show it to upstanding folks.

Anyway we left her house (after I shuffled the words 'HI CARRIE' into her lawn and Nocty forgot he had the E-brake on), got back to the highway ok, and set off for the fabled House Of Person From Craig's List Who Is Selling Us An Excersize Bike. ... and get lost. Very very lost. As in we drove in circles for almost two hours lost. See, the HOPFCLWISUAEB was in a newly developed area.. and the streets had different names than they did on our Google Map (curse you, Google Maps!). So we FINALLY found it.. by accident no less.. we are now three hours from home and have been driving for about 4-5 hours. The PersonFCLWISUAEB had given us a cell phone number, but it didn't accept incoming calls.. yay.. and they had our cell phone number and had been asked to give us a call if anything came up as we were going to be on the road. This was stated explicitly.

So ANYWAY we FINALLY FREAKING GET THERE. And Langly and Nocty go knock on the door while Rayven and I watch from the car... and.. they don't answer ;_; Langly is not about to give up after the last two hours of being lost torture and arguing (being lost makes me, Langly AND Nocty all very touchy and aggressive so we fought a lot), so he whacks on the door pretty hard just in case. Lo and behold a light turns on! And this hideous, disgusting, suburban FAAAAAT woman answers the door. Langly says 'we're here about the excersize bike?' and she says 'oh, we sold it around dinnertime. Someone down the street came and picked it up'. She tries to shut the door but Langly and Nocty stop her and like STARE in disbelief for a second, and then Langly says 'But.. we drove for three hours to get here' and she says 'OH SORRY' and slams the door in his face. So we get back in the car... use up ALL of our self-restraint in NOT bashing our big van through their garage door, and drive away...

GOD WHAT A DOUCHEBAG. I am SO ANGRY at them. I seriously cannot stand that kind of person. The cruelest thing and the funniest though, is that without that excersize bike, that whale woman will probably die of a heart attack within six months. So that's some comfort, but not much ;_; SO ANGRY AT THEM. RRRGHHHH *stomp around pulling out hair and breaking things*

Anyway we got back on the highway with little incident except passing a road and going OMFG THAT WAS OUR TURN and having to turn around a lot.. oh.. and we almost ran out of gas and stopped at a Super America station where this POOR GIRL was working the night shift and she was like, visibly sick. Pale face with red streaks, shaking, couldn't stand up for long, etc. and none of her co-workers would cover for her, they all basically told her to shove it, and she felt like she might be having a heart attack.. I hope she is ok. Gas Station Girl, if you ever read this, I hope you are ok and everything turned out for you. PS You're pretty even when you're sick. 83 We also got stuck in a snowbank when Nocty decided to turn around in a snowy parking lot (he loves doing donuts on icy parking lots much to our dismay) and it took like 15 minutes to get out of there.

ANYWAY we get to the area where Rayven's house is, and I get confused and we end up driving in the wrong direction on the right road. So we waste like 1/2 hour turning around. About 45 minutes later we FINALLY make it to Rayven's house.. now see.. Langly had a backup excersize bike that we were going to get on the way home, he called the seller and they said it was fine.. but.. it took us so freaking long to get Rayven home and to get back on the highway from there, that it was like midnight by that time (we left the house at 6.30pm to go to a city that was only 2 hours away, remember). Langly calls the guy and says that he fell asleep and we drove right past the seller's house, and he's sorry, is it too late? The guy says yes, so we can go straight home and maybe try to get that bike later this week or next. SIGH.

And Langly got a migraine on the way home, which always makes him really cranky and prone to picking fights.. so that really sucked. Eventually I went and laid down with him in the back of the van and we got home by like TWO THIRTY in the morning and were probably asleep by three am maybe? And then we get to wake up at 6.45am. YAY. I am SO DEAD right now. At least I got a lot of art and doodles done this weekend though I guess...

But yeah. I WANT TO KILL THOSE PEOPLE. Oh and when we got home, we had an email from them that they had sent like AN HOUR after we had left (and our email to them had EXPLICITLY said WE WILL BE ON THE ROAD, HERE IS OUR PHONE NUMBER, CALL US DON'T EMAIL) saying 'The phone number should work. we might have another buyer'. THAT WAS ALL. No 'don't bother to come' or 'we'll call you' or 'the bike sold'. Just that. GODDAMMIT. DEATH TO YOU PEOPLE. YOU TURNED A 4 HOUR EXCURSION INTO AN EIGHT HOUR MONSTROSITY. GOD. I just want to sleep so bad ;_;

So yeah, how as everyone else's new years?

Christmas Letter

2006-12-12T20:48:57Z

So like yeah. I made one. If you want to receive it, comment with your email :3

CHRIIIIISTMAS TIIIIIME IS HEEEEEEEEEEERE... LALALA

2006-12-06T18:54:16Z

OMFG you have no idea how excited I am! *dances* This is going to be my first Christmas with our little dysfunctional furry family here. It's been snowing for a few weeks now and it makes me so happy! I'm so excited, we bought new Christmas lights, and we're going to put them and the tree up tomorrow. I'm looking up all my grandmother's old baking recipes and I have learned that Christmas requires a LOT of icing sugar and butter XD I've even made a Christmas station for Pandora, and I was delighted to see they had Burl Ives' Christmas albums, because he is my FAVOURITE carol singer. :3

Lol, you all were probably thinking I'd never update this again... well, I'm going to give regular updates another try. I was gone, first to Dayton on training with Jay, then we were moving, then there was MFF... but I'm back now =^_^=

Ohh, and Jay got me this fancy jewelry from this neat site... it has super high quality jewelry, very pretty, and very low prices (like, silly low), but the catch is--they only show six pieces at a time, and only for 15 minutes at a time--then they're gone forever! He got me a beautiful garnet and silver ring that looks like a rosebud, and a pair of garnet and silver earrings, and a pretty silver pendant set with two garnets on a silver box chain. I'm going to wear them all together at his company's Christmas party--and I get a new dress too! We're going to Hope Mission Gospel (thrift store) today, hopefully, to go pick one out. *wiggle happily*

I hope the Christmas season is going wonderfully for everyone else too!

Hippo Burfday to Me!

2006-09-07T15:14:03Z

It's my party and I'll KILL if I want to! :D Expect some sort of photos or picture of Farore being a birthday goon sometime in the near future, hurr hurr hurr.

I thought I had to move today but I don't! *wiggle* I get to just eeenjooooy myself cause it's mah burfday! Woop!

*dancey dancey woo*

And our new house is sooooo pretty, our bedroom is HUGE and the kitchen is fantastic and the living room is sooooo well-lit and our garage has a hidey-space attic in it and and and. There's one of those trellis thingies between the house and the garage to sit under and have tea or something and yay. Big green yard with firepit. I love it so. Our bedroom is done in reds and creams and burgundies and beiges and it's yummy. And I might be able to get a new kitten now too! 83 and we don't have to go back to Dayton either, wheee!

Good good good. I get cake tonight. >:3

Hahaha

2006-08-18T17:02:45Z

Hahah, I found this on dA and I think it's overwhelmingly stupid and insulting so I'll do it! :D

GRYFFINDOR:
[ ] You've never done drugs
[x] You have a lot of friends
[x] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
[x] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball
[x] You're into writing and art
[ ] Favorite music genre is pop rock
[x] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory
[ ] Abortion is wrong
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold
[x] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[ ] You plan on going to college

TOTAL: 7

HUFFLEPUFF:
[x] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[ ] Politics suck.
[x] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing
[x] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[ ] You're an optimist. (Somtimes)
[ ] You're completely straight-edge.
[x] You're very emotional
[ ] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[ ] You don't believe in going steady at a young age
[x] You've made fun of at least one person this week.

TOTAL: 7

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You're depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[ ] Sports suck.
[ ] You're shy.
[ ] Bush is trying his hardest
[x] You've been in love before.
[ ] Hate is unneeded.
[x] Love is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[ ] You have straight a's
[x] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts.
[ ] Lying is sometimes okay
[x] Red is one of your favorite colors.
[x] Serious is better than funny.

TOTAL: 8

SLYTHERIN:
[ ] There's at least one person you hate.
[x] Basketball is a good sport.
[ ] Football is amazing.
[x] Black is a cool color.
[ ] You've lied about something serious.
[x] You're a very deep person.
[x] You have considered suicide.
[ ] You're not very loyal.
[x] You like metal.
[x] They make school seem more important than it is.
[ ] You're scared to grow up.
[ ] You've done drugs in the past month.
[ ] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x] You have trust issues.
[ ] Guilty until proven innocent.

TOTAL: 7

So apparently it's pretty much even across the board, but because I'm depressed I'm a wangsty Ravenclaw! God, that was demeaning. And apparenly Ravenclaws don't listen to music? :|

Deep In Sh--er, Thought.

2006-08-15T20:25:27Z

So, thanks to the various antics of our various roommates, past and present, we are not allowed to renew our lease come Sept. 30 (or the imaginary date of Sept 31, as the notice said). We are running our fuzzy little butts off here trying to find a new place, and we've found some promising ones, but the most frustrating thing that any search for our specific needs (two bathrooms, king size bedroom, cats allowed, two bedrooms and a den at least, preferably three bedrooms, under $800 a month and preferably with some utilities included in the rent) pop up.. our current living space. Dammit! But there are promising places as I said, including some duplexes with spacious yards and screened-in porches (a true porch is a longtime dream of mine), and an apartment building with an indoor pool (yay excersize that is fun!).

But. This means we are short on money for a while. Commissions would of course be encouraged, please, and any donations with of course get you something in return. Another way I was thinking of contributing was to start a sales journal. I have some things I could sell and I know that a lot of sales journals do rather brisk business. What do you guys think? Would anyone buy shit from me?

Meme stoled from Jiyu

2006-08-12T04:37:27Z

Har har har, thought this would be a laugh.

Girls' Confessions

[x] I do wear make up
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look [[ to see if my makeup is still on right X3 ]]
[ ] I wear a bra to bed [[eww, why? I rarely wear one when I'm AWAKE.]]
[x] I wear toe nail polish [[sometimes]]
[ ] If its pink, i have to get it [[replace pink with kitchy and adorable and you've got a deal]]
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[ ] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didnt like [[ew, what kind of horrible bitchmonster does that stuff? just to upset your boyfriend? if you want to make him upset why is he your boyfriend??]]
[x] I love chocolate
[x] Getting flowers still makes me smile especially for no reason
[ ] I've wrecked a car [[i've never driven one]]
[x] I can't put mascara on without opening my mouth
[x] I'd do anything for a special guy
[x] I love cuddling
[x] Johnny Depp is sexy [[does anyone not check this?]]
[x] Gotten Detention
[x] I love to laugh
[x] I've flashed/mooned someone/some people
[x] I like Rock
[ ] I like rap
[x] I like Techno
[ ] I carry a purse everywhere [[I carry Ruito my fox backpack, or my little tiger purse Chiv gave me most places though]]
[x] I've been called a party girl
[x] I like to get tipsy
[ ] carry my cell phone at all times [[I did but now I don't use one]]
[x] Do own a spice girls CD [[well, before i threw out almost all my cds i did]]
[ ] Do own a Britney Spears CD [[that was after i stopped buying cds]]
[x] Football isn't boring
[x] I love athletic boys
[ ] I love skater boys [[atheletic i understand, it creates a desirable body type and makes them fun to play with, but why would you care if they skateboard or play footie or what?]]
[x] Sweet guys are better than hot guys [[but two in one is best]]
[x] But I prefer sweet hot guys
[x] I've been called a tease [[but i never MEAN it ;3]]
[ ] Lip gloss is WAY better than lipstick [[depends on the makeup job and the outfit]]
[x] I'm a bitch. Deal with it. [[but not in the way the (probably) twat who wrote this means... more in a 'i will get really angry and break your nose' sort of way than a 'i say mean things because i think it makes me cool' sort of way]]
[x] I play video games, even when there are other people around [[playing Shadow of the Colossus right now, in between Super Smash Bros Melee tourneys]]
[x] My friends are the best, and they're important to me
[x] I am wild and crazy [[well, at least crazy]]
[x] I have liked more than one guy at a time
[x] Really want to be with a certain someone right now [[and i am! :D]]
[x] Really want to be next to someone right now [[see above]]

Guys' Confessions

[x] I have played/cheated on a girl
[x] I play video games
[x] I wear boxers to bed
[ ] Ive thrown rocks @ a girls window [[wtf, why is it an @ sign? how freaking faggoty.]]
[x] Ive drank because I felt like it [[there... is.. another reason... to drink?]]
[x] I still beat my buddies up
[ ] of course they never beat me up
[x] My friends and I make fun of each other...a lot
[ ] I drive some type of car
[x] I have a job
[ ] I currently have a girlfriend [[no, but i have a glip, does that count?]]
[x] My girlfriend is better than yours
[x] I think about a girl[[s]]
[x] Girls are complicated, to the tenth degree [[that's why i only talk to simple ones... *duck and cover*]]
[x] I'm cocky
[x] Ive forgotten to return a phone call to a girl...or a few
[ ] Not all guys are the same I'm one of the different ones [[every goddamn male on the planet says this. NO SHIT SHERLOCK, ALL --PEOPLE-- ARE DIFFERENT. IN THIS RESPECT YOU ARE NOT A SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE. GOD.]]
[x] Id do anything for my girl/a girl
[x] I tend to be shy around girls [[that i like]]
[x] I've acted like an ass on purpose
[x] I've been flashed before
[x] Ive seen the Rocky Horror picture show
[ ] I play hard to get [[what a stupid way to convince someone you like them]]
[ ] I aspire to one day become like the guys in Old School [[in whatnow?]]
[ ] Im not in love
[x] Ive honked at a girl going down the road [[honked, yelled.. i'm not in the driver's seat ok?]]
[x] I've hit on a girl in public
[x] I've asked a hot girl for her number that I just met
[ ] Ive acted like a man slut [[what is a man slut?]]
[ ] Sports over-rule everything else
[x] I like Death/grind/black metal [[why didn't girls get this option?]]
[x] I like rock music
[ ] I like rap music
[ ] I've been expelled
[x] I've gotten detention
[x] Cheerleaders are hot [[but their egos are bigger than their tits and head combined]]
[ ] I have a tattoo
[ ] I smoke entirely too much
[x] I respect what she has to say [[i agree with jiyu--unless she says useless things]]
[x] And yes I care to hear how her day went

I want to go back to my quizilla account now and make a quiz that will use questions to tell high school girls what morons they are. This meme made me cry.

Stoled from Janson

2006-08-03T05:32:28Z

A - Available: Nosir.
A - Age: 19.
A - Annoyance: Fucktards and liars.

B - Best Friend(s): Black. Or Nocty.
B - Beer: Brewster's Hammerhead Red Ale.
B - Birthday: September 7, 1986.

C - Crush: Kristopher from Hurra Torpedo.
C - Car: I don't got no drivAR'S li-SENSE! Whatchoo crazy?!
C - Candy: candied pineapple bits. Oum nom nom.

D - Day or night: either.
D - Dream Car: SCHOOLBUS.
D - Dog or cat: Cat duh obviously go die.

E - Easiest person to talk to: My ssiiiiiissster cause she always asks even if there's nothing to talk about :o
E - Eggs: Over hard, turned over and jumped on.
E - Email: in my profile.
F - Favorite Month: October (Hallowe'en! :D)
F - Favorite color(s): Only like every colour ever.
F - Favorite Memory: I don't really have any clear memories, so I don't dwell on them. No seriously, the recording device in my brain makes staticy, faulty tapes.

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: either.
G - Giver or taker: Both.
G - Gum: Juicy Fruit (the old kind), or Bubble Tape.

H - Hair Color: Brown with gold tips.
H - Height: 5'4"
H - Happy: Yussir.

I - Ice Cream: Ben and Jerry's Fish Food.
I - Instrument: Trombone & a bit of piano.
I - Idol: Bettie Page.

J - Jewelry: heart-shaped ring and chain collar, both given to me by my bunnywolf.
J - Job: concept art for Imperial Realms, freelance art.
J - Jail: ...is where the bad people go?

K - Kids: make good snacks.
K - Kickboxing or Karate: Kickboxing for like five sessions.. then boxing.
K - Kindergarten: I got hit in the head with a rock at graduation :C

L - Longest Car Ride: iono.
L - Longest relationship: a year and a bit with Wolf... dear god. Time go faster please so that Jay can be the longest one.
L - Last Kiss: just now! :3

M - Milk Flavor: Strawbully.
M - Most missed person: ssseeeester.
M - Movie Last Watched: Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (omg great movie! again again again!).

N - Number of Siblings: Two.
N - Number of Tattoos: None, but six planned (chest heart, shoulder heart, back words, back wing, back key, hip syringes).
N - Name: Caylee.

O - One Wish: For everyone in my house to get along and be happy with themselves.
O - One Fear: losing those I love.
O - One regret: misreading ex-boyfriends before they became such.

P - Pet Peeves: Double standards, mind games, fake people <==jason knows what he's talking about. Shouldn't this go under annoyances?
P - Part of your body you like best: I'm shallow... breasts.
P - Part of your personality you like best: my openness and difficulty to offend. It helps me get along well.

Q - Quote: "No, not at all like that... here, let me show you."
Q - Question for the next person: What is my quote from? (Jason: I got into the art place I was applying to and I'm all happy. And I need to buy a casserole dish. What's up with you?)
Q - Quick or Slow: both, alternating.

R - Reason to cry: hurt feelings, fear.
R - Reason to smile: somebunny loves me!
R - Reason to fail: NO EXCUSE!!!

S - Song Last Heard: Arcade Fire - No Cars Go
S - Season: Fall (Hallowe'en!).
S - Shoe: Mary Janes.

T - Time you woke: 8.30 am.
T - Time Now: 12.27 am.
T - Time for bed: Right after I finish this <==yup, Jason is smart.

U - You love someone: Yes I do! :3 Many people.
U - Unpredictable: what the crazy kids will do next.
U - Underwear: blue briefs with little white kitties on them, which I think Adam bought for me FOREVER AND EVER ago.

V - Vegetable you hate: Onions.
V - Vegetable you love: Carrots.
V - Vacation spot: Vancouver for the people, Edmonton for the nightlife, Big Falls for the sheer joy of it.

W- Worst Habits: Cracking my knuckles and swearing <==yeah, and hitting people. And murder.
W- Where are you going to travel next: September 30th.
W- Weather right now: cloudy and cool.

X - X-Rays: are for people who want to wear lead panties.
X - X-Rated Porn: there's another kind of porn?.
X - X-tra special someone: That's just lame. My bunny is EXTRA special, not X-tra. Good god.

Y - Year you were born: 1984
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow: Fever. <===hahahahahahahaha dammit dante there's grape juice in my nose. Uhmmmmmm.. Coldplay.

Z - Zoo Animal: tigers! Crocodiles! Aye-ayessssss!.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Virgo/Libra.
Z - Zach: is a big stinky ugly pedophile. And stop spelling it 'paedophile' you limey British loons.

My boyfriend is a three-year-old.

2006-07-29T17:13:46Z

Seriously. Nocty and I were trying to get him out of bed this morning and at first he just curled up in a ball. So I did what I normally do when he does that, which is to get between him and the wall, and push against the wall with my feet and push against him with my head and shoulders (it sounds silly but since he's way stronger than me it's the only way I can move him). I got him about a foot before he woke up enough to grab me and start tickling me... I called Nocty to pull his legs out but bunnywolf, being devious and knowing Nocty's weaknesses, just said 'Thank you for snuggles!' and of course Nocty laid right down and started cuddling. >.< So after some wriggling and so on I got on the other side of Langly and grabbed his legs and started pulling him out of bed, while Nocty blocked him from wriggling back away from me. So of course Langly starts SHRIEKING and WAILING like a small child would if you were trying to make them do something they didn't want to, and he was thrashing around, and basically throwing a tantrum. So I pressed on his bladder.. that got him up ;3

The air raid siren the other day did in fact signal a huge storm, btw. Pictures later.

HOOOOUUUSE

2006-07-26T16:47:55Z

Dr. Gregory House
80% Eccentricity, 50% Confidence, 20% Kindness

Congratulations, you're the man himself, Dr. Gregory House! You're quite strange, and usually do your own thing regardless of what anyone else thinks. This is partially because a person with an ego as large as yours could not care less what anyone else thinks or feels about anything. Unless, of course, they're your patient and they're dying--but only if they're dying of something interesting! You're a definite asshole to most other people, but at least you know how to be one in style, with an awesome wit, comfortable sneakers, and a never ending variety of facial expressions.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 95% on Eccentricity
You scored higher than 66% on Confidence
You scored higher than 9% on Kindness

Link: The House, MD Personality Test written by freedomdegrees on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

PYRAMID HEAD!

2006-07-24T22:22:45Z

The air raid siren is going off right now for a severe thunderstorm warning. I was expecting it to get all dark and stuff... :C It didn't.

*pout*