Current mood:	busy
Current music:	Johnny Cash - God's Gonna Cut You Down

Ugh.  I keep having weird nightmares.  Really disturbing stuff, to the point where like, if I try to tell people about it they make me stop cause it's too upsetting.

Can't.. stop.. listneing.. to Johnny Cash... I am SO ANNOYED cause when Nocty moved all of our music to the server, he deleted ALL THE CASH WE HAD.  I dunno if it was an accident or what, I know Nocty doesn't like Cash so who knows.  But I'm making Langly get the discography ASAP.  I am making do with the small amounts I had on my own computer, but OBVIOUSLY ONE ALBUM IS NOT ENOUGH.  Yup.  That and YouTube videos.  Youuuuuu tuuuuube.

Ok so I'm sorry, I'm sick and I'm tired and not making a lot of sense.  Eh.  Haven't been getting a lot of sleep at all lately, it seems we might as well just stay up all night and then sleep all weekend.  I've been sleeping about 5-6 hours a night during the week, less if you count how much I am awake during that time (probably closer to 3-4) and then sleeping 12 hours plus on the weekends when I can.   And I wonder why I'm sick, jeez.  At least the pills I've been taking for pain are working.. they're some sort of preventative thing, they help a lot.. I'm nowhere near the level of stiffness and soreness I was when I first went back on them.  Damn arthritis.

I seem to have gotten entirely through my downswing as well, which is fantastic.  It was a lot shorter than I'd expected judging from my usual cycle.  I'm not quite peaking manic yet but I'm generally pleased which is good, and now with 50% less moodswings!



Oh my christ I almost punched the cat in the face the other night.  I was having a bad dream, and although we sleep with our door closed it must not have clicked all the way or something because I woke up to her PURRRRR PURRRRRRPURRRRRRRRRing RIGHT IN MY FACE and bumping her nose against me.  I almost peed myself, I was so startled.  Langly woke up enough to tell me that he didn't care that the door was open and to just leave it.  Wonderful.  Our hallway fills with red light from the Armory across the street at night so here I am, lying in bed, having just been woking up from a terrific nightmare by our DEMON cat, who is now sauntering back out into a world of red light that looks like maybe Hell is on the other side of my door.  I SLEPT VERY WELL THANK YOU.  OH SHI--


Oh well, I guess it could have been worse.  She could have been rubbing her DIRTY DIRTY ass against me like she usually tries to do.  Or having one of her OMGWTFBBQ RUN AWAAAAAAAAAY moments.  Damn she is a weird critter.

I wish I had photos and things to entertain you all with, but our camera is still lost, tear.  I might get the ol' webcam out again if this goes on much longer.. I NEEEEEEED to be able to record cool things dammit.

Gonna try to talk Langly into visiting the creepy rural graveyard near us sometime this weekend.  Of course Nocty will probably be all NONONO but he doesn't have to come after all :>  I've been wanting to visit that place since we almost moved in across the street from it back in September.

I'm going to the eye doctor's this afternoon, might be getting glasses.

Someone come to my LJ proper and tell me how to improve this GODAWFUL attempt at a new color scheme?