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Thursday, June 28th, 2007

1:51 pm - NEW JOURNAL

I'VE MOVED GUYS

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It's mostly friends only except for, y'know, stuff everyone needs to know, and most of it is going to be very private stuff, so please don't be offended if you don't get added :/ I barely know a lot of the people on my friends list here anyway.

Last time I use this icon until I upload it at my new account, if I do ;_;

current music: Lucky Boys Confusion - Something To Believe

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Monday, May 28th, 2007

12:52 am - So I was lying in bed with Langly

...and I saw a pseudoscorpion crawling across the ceiling.

Of course, having never heard of one before, my first assumption was OMGWTF MUTANT TICK WITH PINCHERS OR POSSIBLY A SCORPION WHO HAS LOST ITS TAIL IN A FIGHT so Langly smushed him and flushed him.

Now that I know what it is, I wish we hadn't. I would have carried him outside and put him down next to one of the anthills!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pseudoscorpion

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Tuesday, May 15th, 2007

2:24 pm

OWN UP YOU GUYS, WHO TF BOUGHT ME A PLUS ACCOUNT
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Friday, April 13th, 2007

9:24 am - Sure is a lotta drama round here lately.

Encyclopedia Dramatica and drama_awesome appear to be in the process of going nova. Coooool. reads current mood: sick current music: geriatric1927
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Wednesday, April 11th, 2007

1:59 pm

Ugh. I keep having weird nightmares. Really disturbing stuff, to the point where like, if I try to tell people about it they make me stop cause it's too upsetting.

Can't.. stop.. listneing.. to Johnny Cash... I am SO ANNOYED cause when Nocty moved all of our music to the server, he deleted ALL THE CASH WE HAD. I dunno if it was an accident or what, I know Nocty doesn't like Cash so who knows. But I'm making Langly get the discography ASAP. I am making do with the small amounts I had on my own computer, but OBVIOUSLY ONE ALBUM IS NOT ENOUGH. Yup. That and YouTube videos. Youuuuuu tuuuuube.

Ok so I'm sorry, I'm sick and I'm tired and not making a lot of sense. Eh. Haven't been getting a lot of sleep at all lately, it seems we might as well just stay up all night and then sleep all weekend. I've been sleeping about 5-6 hours a night during the week, less if you count how much I am awake during that time (probably closer to 3-4) and then sleeping 12 hours plus on the weekends when I can. And I wonder why I'm sick, jeez. At least the pills I've been taking for pain are working.. they're some sort of preventative thing, they help a lot.. I'm nowhere near the level of stiffness and soreness I was when I first went back on them. Damn arthritis.

I seem to have gotten entirely through my downswing as well, which is fantastic. It was a lot shorter than I'd expected judging from my usual cycle. I'm not quite peaking manic yet but I'm generally pleased which is good, and now with 50% less moodswings!

Oh my christ I almost punched the cat in the face the other night. I was having a bad dream, and although we sleep with our door closed it must not have clicked all the way or something because I woke up to her PURRRRR PURRRRRRPURRRRRRRRRing RIGHT IN MY FACE and bumping her nose against me. I almost peed myself, I was so startled. Langly woke up enough to tell me that he didn't care that the door was open and to just leave it. Wonderful. Our hallway fills with red light from the Armory across the street at night so here I am, lying in bed, having just been woking up from a terrific nightmare by our DEMON cat, who is now sauntering back out into a world of red light that looks like maybe Hell is on the other side of my door. I SLEPT VERY WELL THANK YOU. OH SHI--

Oh well, I guess it could have been worse. She could have been rubbing her DIRTY DIRTY ass against me like she usually tries to do. Or having one of her OMGWTFBBQ RUN AWAAAAAAAAAY moments. Damn she is a weird critter.

I wish I had photos and things to entertain you all with, but our camera is still lost, tear. I might get the ol' webcam out again if this goes on much longer.. I NEEEEEEED to be able to record cool things dammit.

Gonna try to talk Langly into visiting the creepy rural graveyard near us sometime this weekend. Of course Nocty will probably be all NONONO but he doesn't have to come after all :> I've been wanting to visit that place since we almost moved in across the street from it back in September.

I'm going to the eye doctor's this afternoon, might be getting glasses.

Someone come to my LJ proper and tell me how to improve this GODAWFUL attempt at a new color scheme?

current mood:

busy
current music: Johnny Cash - God's Gonna Cut You Down

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Monday, April 9th, 2007

7:11 pm - Waaaaaangst and deep thinking

They're basically the same thing, right?

Just thinking over some of the happenings of my time since I started posting online, both online and off. Especially more recent stuff but... just built up things mostly. People. People suck. I don't understand it. I can't stand hypocrites, and I see so many people who say the same thing and then they are one. Am I a hypocrite too and I just don't know it? I dunno...

I had a whole bunch of stuff I wanted to say, we'll see what I remember, I got a phone call right in the middle of typing this so my train of thought was somewhat interuppted, heh.

Mostly it's just... I don't understand why people think I'm a bad person because I'm accepting. Like, I thought this was supposed to be a good thing? And so many people, online especially (nothing like the anonymity of the Internet to make people brave!) seem to think that like.. if I am not judgement of some things, if I mind my own business, that's bad and I must be a terrible person. Not frothing at the mouth and damning people because of a fringe part of their personalities means I'm 'just as bad' as them. Don't get it. Thou shalt not judge, right? So I don't. I might not associate with people because I disagree with something they do, or I might ask them not to talk to me about it, but most stuff, I'm curious about, and there's nothing anyone can tell me they believe that will make me go OMFG YOU ARE A BAD PERSON NOW SIT THERE FOR THE NEXT 3 HOURS WHILE I TELL YOU WHAT A DOUCHE YOU ARE. I'm not that confrontational. I don't have a problem with being honest when the situation calls for it, brutally honest, but I'd rather shake my head and go 'I don't get you,' than scream at someone about what a judgemental ass they are. And like I said... I don't judge. I don't hate people for being judgemental, if that's what floats your boat then hey, go right ahead. I just don't understand it. I don't understand what you get out of being judgemental. Why is it fun? Why do it? It doesn't make sense.

Another thing I don't get is.. why not be straightforward? It just causes more pain and heartache in the end if you hide things. If you don't like me, tell me, and please tell me why. Even if there's nothing I can do about it, I still want to know. If I'm annoying, fangirlish, perverted, whatever it is that puts people off of me, I want to know. I don't want to drive people away. I'm a people person at heart, I hate being alone unless it's by choice and I love having friends and squealing buddies and art pals. Even if you don't want to be my best friend ever, I'd rather you not shun me, and if you have to do that, I'd like to know why.

I dunno. I'm talking to Black at the same time and he has some interesting views. I guess I can understand them but they are just so damn depressing. He says people judge so that they can make a clear line and put themselves on the 'ok' side of it. I just feel really sorry for judgemental people if that's true.. I mean.. how low does your self esteem have to be that you have to define yourself by how 'bad' other people are? *sigh*

Anyway. Just rambling. As an aside, though, I'd like to know what my negative qualities are. What don't people like about me? No one has had the balls to tell me so far...all I know is what I see, and apparently I'm looking through a different lens.

current mood:

thoughtful
current music: Everlast - White Trash Beautiful

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Thursday, April 5th, 2007

8:36 am - Pound The Love Out Of Me, Beat The Love Out Of Me

Eeeeewwwwww, it's all.. frosty..again. After really nice weather for a week, suddenly we wake up and it's freaking 40 degrees outside. FFS. Wisconsin is dumb. I hope it gets nice again soon.. it's so frustrating.

It would appear I've run into a downswing in terms of living with depression. I'm trying to work through it and just wait to upswing again, but it's been so long since my last down period that I've somewhat forgotten how to deal with it. I'm sick, too, which may be a side effect... having short-term memory issues *holds up 948048239 lists* and apathy. Still chugging through commissions, though, slowly but surely.

I have some work up for sale on FurBid: http://www.furbid.ws/cgi-bin/auction/item.pl?item=29277 (NSFW)(gay furries, no pen0r showing) if anyone is interested/cares.

I need to know who all is going to AC... I need to look up refs for Jolyn and Paula to do my half of our badge trades... thinking of doing one for Chiv too if she's going...does anyone have a reference for the newest incarnation of Bungle? I know Dreamy is going, no clue about Squeek...
Jolyn, is there anyway I can talk you into a double-badge trade? You could draw Langly and I could draw Dreamaria? I think it would be fun...

Elipses...>.>

Not much else to say here. Does anyone else find that Trias bleed a lot more than Prismas? and, is rubbing alcohol an acceptable substitute to blending markers?

current mood:

apathetic
current music: Kidneythieves - S + M (A Love Song)

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Thursday, March 15th, 2007

7:32 am - Handwriting test

OHHHH GOOOOD I remember Gurl.com. I had a pretend boyfriend there when I was like 13. Hahahaaha.

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<td bgcolor=#000000 colspan=4 height=25 valign=middle><a href="http://www.gurl.com?par=gu|blog|handwriting" target="_blank"><img src="http://a820.g.akamai.net/f/820/822/1d/i.ivillage.com/gurl/play/quizzes/quiz_ghost/blog/gURL_blog_logo.gif" border="0" alt="gURL.com" align=left></a>I took the "
<a href="http://www.gurl.com/play/quizzes/pages/0,14926,605702_708557,00.html?par=gu|blog|handwriting" target="_blank">

handwriting personality
</a>" quiz on
<a href="http://www.gurl.com?par=gu|blog|handwriting" target="_blank">
gURL.com</a></td>
</tr><tr>
<td>
<a href="http://www.gurl.com/play/quizzes/results/0,,605701_708382-4,00.html?par=gu|blog|handwriting" target="_blank">
<img src="http://a820.g.akamai.net/f/820/822/1d/i.ivillage.com/gurl/play/quizzes/quiz_write_stuff/blog/blog_sophisticated.gif" border="0">
</a></td>
<td><img src="http://a820.g.akamai.net/f/820/822/1d/i.ivillage.com/i/t.gif" width=10 border="0"></td>
<td>
my handwriting style is...
 
sophisticated scribbler
 
Your handwriting reveals you as a thoughtful, intellectual type who avoids fake people and places where there's lots of noise and crowds.
<a href="http://www.gurl.com/play/quizzes/results/0,,605701_708382-4,00.html?par=gu|blog|handwriting" target="_blank">

Read more</a>... 
<a href="http://www.gurl.com/play/quizzes/pages/0,14926,605702_708557,00.html?par=gu|blog|handwriting" target="_blank">

What does your handwriting say about you?
</a></td>
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</tr><tr>
<td bgcolor=#000000 colspan=4 height=25></td>
</tr>
</table>

k. I read all the other 'desriptions' and they all fit me. Plus I don't handwrite anymore. Heh.

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Monday, March 12th, 2007

11:29 am - Cut toes and melting snow

So like, I am cut up ALL OVER MY FEET. Well not really. Only in two places. BUT STILL. In the shower last night, Langly dropped a razor by accident and it hit the back of my leg and gave me a neat little slice on my Achilles tendon. And EWWWW OH GOD I have such a THING about my Achilles tendon being hurt. Or anyone's, really. Or anywhere on the foot. BUT THEN. I dropped a razor too! I dropped it and the head snapped off and it bounced and somehow it landed RIGHT BETWEEN my big toe and my second toe and got WEDGED THERE and now I have this HUGE cut there and OH GOD IT HURTS SO BAD. And AWFUL. DO NOT WAAAAANT.

Made a new friend on Battlenet (playing DotA); he is vair nice and hopefully it is the beginning of a good friendship =^_^=

Still chugging along on commissions.

The snow is melting now.. almost gone. I am happy, but tentatively, as the last time this happened, you'll recall, we got four feet of snow dumped on us ;_; But I hope against hope that this time it really is spring. Wisconsin is LOVELY in the spring and early summer, and I'm very excited for it.. trips to Big Falls and playing outside and so on. WHEEE.

We saw the fox that lives on our street again! He is adorable. I think he probably lives off of the mice etc that must live in the airfield, and the rabbits that live in the warren in the greenstrip down the road. Dunno where his den is though.. although.. I am hoping to go out and look for it a bit maybe once it warms up. I would LOVE to see fox kits 83

Bought some Trias. DAMN YOU SAVANNAH. Making me want more expensive art supplies. But they are godly. *draw draw draw*

current mood:

busy

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Thursday, March 1st, 2007

9:11 am - Culture Test Thingy

Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[x] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[x] You know what poutine is
[x] You speak some french.
[x] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[x] You watch/watched degrassi.
[x] "Play Money" is green.
[x] You understand the phrase "I left my toque on the chesterfield"
[x] Kraft Dinner is a meal, not a side dish.
Total = 10

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[x] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] Its football...not soccer.
Total = 5

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[x] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something
Total = 5

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what an italian horn is
[x]Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!!!
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total = 8

Spanish
[x] You say member instead of remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total = 6

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total = 6

Irish
[x] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total = 7

African American
[x]You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[x] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[x] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total = 6

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[x] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total = 4

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2
Total = 7

American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total = 3

Well that was mind-numbingly stereotypical and racist. I seem to have an awful lot of markers for every single 'country' (African America is a country?) except the one I actually live in. I bet this was written by a self-hating American.

current mood:

bored
current music: Geriatric1927 on YouTube

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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007

10:35 am - Let It Snow... Goddammit

So just when it is starting to get warmer and Nocty and I are getting all excited about spring cleaning and gardening and that nonsense... we get AN ICE STORM. Goddammit all. It's been snowing since Friday and hasn't let up. We have like three feet of snow now. Fortunately our next door neighbour is retired and owns a snowblower; he is nice enough to clear our front walk (which we can get fined for if left snowy). I baked him some cookies and we left them on his step in a nice tin. I hope he got them as opposed to them freezing to the ground or something.

The big dump of snow almost means that we weren't able to make it to the furmeet this past Saturday :/ Hopefully we will have nice weather again by the next one. I miss everyone very much... here's hoping Ms Savannah and Mr Travis can make it to the next one as well.

Kira came over on Thursday and we spent the night watching the old My Little Ponies TV show, horrifying the boys, and drawing. Hence the awful MLP porn in my gallery.. please forgive me ;3;

Had a lovely panic attack last night when Langly was out with his ex (as the first step towards seeing his kids) and I couldn't get ahold of him. I managed to convince myself that he had gotten into a car accident or something. When he got home we spent a fairly nice evening together, him playing his new game (Disgaea.. it's new to him anyway) and me first coloring (with crayons, in my oversized Tinkerbell coloring book floor pad thing... I'm a dork) at his feet, and then falling asleep on his lap with the cat curled on my stomach.

Finally got the whole Haibane Renmei series now, I can't decide whether I want to watch it first, or finish Chobits. I think the latter most likely.. as I've already started it. Still watching Hand Maid May for fun (shut up, I like Doll fetish k?)

I'm a little ways into the Oni Island area in Okami, which makes me sad because I know it's almost over. I got the soundtrack though... FIVE DISKS LONG WTF. There's like 218 songs. @.@ It's awesome though.

Also been looking at a lot of Jay Axer (http://jayaxer.deviantart.com)'s work lately.. this is ruining my ability to work because it makes me think that all my art is way too rough and I cannot judge what level of smoothness is correct XD Someday I'll be as good as him and Kaji.. maybe even better. *determined face*

Anyway. Better get back to work. <3

current mood:

sleepy
current music: Okami OST - Rei Kondoh - Thank Goodness For Kokari

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Thursday, February 22nd, 2007

12:34 pm - Back on Track!

So, our oven is fixed! I LOVE living with handymen and fix-it guys. They got a part off of E-Bay and fixed it in under an hour... woot! I can't wait to use my luxurious stove and oven again XD Also, may be getting a well-paying colorist job soon. We'll see. cryptic current music: The Flaming Lips - Do You Realize?
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Monday, February 12th, 2007

9:09 am - Nnnnghhh

So, we are so very excited, we have almost got enough money to fix our shower! But then.. surprise... our oven breaks! 8D We'll have to have a repairman come in and fix it...

Basically what happened was, Lynx put a frozen pizza in to bake while he was playing DotA with Nezzy and Langly... and forgot about it. It was supposed to be in for 15 minutes; it was in for over an HOUR. It was a Frisbee. Annoying, yes, but we are still hungry, so he puts another one in.

Unfortunately, the oven appears to be playing silly buggers and has set itself to Broil instead of Bake (despite Lynx insisting that he distinctly remembered pressing the 'BAKE' button). What this means is that the kitchen is shortly filled with smoke and the pizza is toast on top and raw on the bottom. :/ Ok, no pizza for us tonight. This is shitty but it is not the end of the world.

Langly notices that the oven is still extremely hot, so he leaves the door open. You can actually hear the aluminum foil in the bottom of the oven cracking and popping as it cools off. We are full of joy as the house now smells like aluminum oxide. However, no big deal... we know Lynx is prone to being unobservant and we are not angry nor do we blame him.

A little while later, having missed most of the earlier prancing about in the kitchen with burnt pizzas, Nocty comes downstairs from his shower and sees that the oven door is open. He closes it without checking the temperature, assuming it is cool. It is important to note at this point that he had disconnected the smoke detector rather than air out the house.

Time passes.

Langly goes into the kitchen, pizzaless and therefore still hungry, to make himself a sandwich.

THE OVEN IS ON FIRE.

Seriously, there are leaping flames inside it. Langly manages to make it down to the basement to disconnect the breaker to the oven without causing much commotion at all--I was sitting in the other room and did not even notice that he was upset. The oven is opened, again, and this time everyone is cautioned to leave it open. If we thought the house was smokey and smelled like Alzheimer's before, well, that was nothing compared to this. Everywhere on the main floor and upper floor stinks of acrid smoke, making your eyes burn and your nose wrinkle. Langly is trying hard not to panic about the fact that our kitchen was ON FIRE and the smoke detector was disconnected, and the thought that had he gone to bed without eating we could be crispy by now. He is pretty good at not panicking.

However, the oven is not finished with us. It is displaying an error code on the clock screen (we have no clue what it means, the previous inhabitant having taken the oven instructions with her), which disappears when we press 'OFF' a lot. Which is currently, apparently, the off button's only function.

That's right. Our oven won't turn off.

As soon as Langly reconnected the breaker, the broiler element began to heat up again. A LOT. Despite several tries throughout the evening, it remains so. Every time the oven is allowed electricity, it heats up, all the while merrily informing us that it is, indeed, off, and that it is now well after midnight.

So, I got the joy of going to sleep wondering how much appliance repairmen cost, and inhaling aluminum oxide. Yum.

On the plus side, it's almost Valentine's Day. We're going to the Green Mill and then to our favourite coffee shop. We expect a lot of stares but it should be fun.

current mood:

apathetic
current music: Tool - Eulogy

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Thursday, January 11th, 2007

2:57 pm - Stereotypes

Stolen from collared.
[I just bolded all the ones that pertain to me]

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm AFRICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm A DANCER, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I WEAR SKIRTS A LOT, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have a big cock.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm ALWAYS SMILING AND LAUGHING, so I MUST have a great life.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATRE & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be sleeping with them.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

I HAVE GAY FRIENDS, so I MUST be GAY TOO.

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be stupid.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love fried chicken.

Im a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be prude.

I'm BI, so I MUST think every girl I see is hot.

I'm an ANTHRO ARTIST so I MUST have sex in fur suits

That bi one I find is especially true. How many times have you bi girls had an ugly whore come up to you and be like 'let's make out' and you're like 'PSH NO' and they're like 'well you must not be bi then!!!!'

*eyeroll*

current mood:

lazy
current music: Machinist - Skinsuit

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Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007

12:05 pm - Updates Galore

Ok, my New Year's resolution is to BLOG MORE. I don't write enough ;_; there's so much I want to say all the time and I don't, so these journals are for it! ( Christmas, New Year's, and an awful road trip ) So yeah, how as everyone else's new years? current mood: infuriated current music: White Zombie - Grease, Paint, and Monkey Brains
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Tuesday, December 12th, 2006

3:48 pm - Christmas Letter

So like yeah. I made one. If you want to receive it, comment with your email :3 current mood: giddy current music: Charlotte Church - Joy To The World
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Wednesday, December 6th, 2006

1:54 pm - CHRIIIIISTMAS TIIIIIME IS HEEEEEEEEEEERE... LALALA

OMFG you have no idea how excited I am! *dances* This is going to be my first Christmas with our little dysfunctional furry family here. It's been snowing for a few weeks now and it makes me so happy! I'm so excited, we bought new Christmas lights, and we're going to put them and the tree up tomorrow. I'm looking up all my grandmother's old baking recipes and I have learned that Christmas requires a LOT of icing sugar and butter XD I've even made a Christmas station for Pandora, and I was delighted to see they had Burl Ives' Christmas albums, because he is my FAVOURITE carol singer. :3

Lol, you all were probably thinking I'd never update this again... well, I'm going to give regular updates another try. I was gone, first to Dayton on training with Jay, then we were moving, then there was MFF... but I'm back now =^_^=

Ohh, and Jay got me this fancy jewelry from this neat site... it has super high quality jewelry, very pretty, and very low prices (like, silly low), but the catch is--they only show six pieces at a time, and only for 15 minutes at a time--then they're gone forever! He got me a beautiful garnet and silver ring that looks like a rosebud, and a pair of garnet and silver earrings, and a pretty silver pendant set with two garnets on a silver box chain. I'm going to wear them all together at his company's Christmas party--and I get a new dress too! We're going to Hope Mission Gospel (thrift store) today, hopefully, to go pick one out. *wiggle happily*

I hope the Christmas season is going wonderfully for everyone else too!

current mood:

excited
current music: Burl Ives - Holly Jolly Christmas

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Thursday, September 7th, 2006

10:06 am - Hippo Burfday to Me!

It's my party and I'll KILL if I want to! :D Expect some sort of photos or picture of Farore being a birthday goon sometime in the near future, hurr hurr hurr.

I thought I had to move today but I don't! *wiggle* I get to just eeenjooooy myself cause it's mah burfday! Woop!

*dancey dancey woo*

And our new house is sooooo pretty, our bedroom is HUGE and the kitchen is fantastic and the living room is sooooo well-lit and our garage has a hidey-space attic in it and and and. There's one of those trellis thingies between the house and the garage to sit under and have tea or something and yay. Big green yard with firepit. I love it so. Our bedroom is done in reds and creams and burgundies and beiges and it's yummy. And I might be able to get a new kitten now too! 83 and we don't have to go back to Dayton either, wheee!

Good good good. I get cake tonight. >:3

current mood:

bouncy
current music: nothing

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Friday, August 18th, 2006

11:55 am - Hahaha

Hahah, I found this on dA and I think it's overwhelmingly stupid and insulting so I'll do it! :D

GRYFFINDOR:
[ ] You've never done drugs
[x] You have a lot of friends
[x] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
[x] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball
[x] You're into writing and art
[ ] Favorite music genre is pop rock
[x] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory
[ ] Abortion is wrong
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold
[x] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[ ] You plan on going to college

TOTAL: 7

HUFFLEPUFF:
[x] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[ ] Politics suck.
[x] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing
[x] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[ ] You're an optimist. (Somtimes)
[ ] You're completely straight-edge.
[x] You're very emotional
[ ] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[ ] You don't believe in going steady at a young age
[x] You've made fun of at least one person this week.

TOTAL: 7

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You're depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[ ] Sports suck.
[ ] You're shy.
[ ] Bush is trying his hardest
[x] You've been in love before.
[ ] Hate is unneeded.
[x] Love is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[ ] You have straight a's
[x] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts.
[ ] Lying is sometimes okay
[x] Red is one of your favorite colors.
[x] Serious is better than funny.

TOTAL: 8

SLYTHERIN:
[ ] There's at least one person you hate.
[x] Basketball is a good sport.
[ ] Football is amazing.
[x] Black is a cool color.
[ ] You've lied about something serious.
[x] You're a very deep person.
[x] You have considered suicide.
[ ] You're not very loyal.
[x] You like metal.
[x] They make school seem more important than it is.
[ ] You're scared to grow up.
[ ] You've done drugs in the past month.
[ ] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x] You have trust issues.
[ ] Guilty until proven innocent.

TOTAL: 7

So apparently it's pretty much even across the board, but because I'm depressed I'm a wangsty Ravenclaw! God, that was demeaning. And apparenly Ravenclaws don't listen to music? :|

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Tuesday, August 15th, 2006

3:20 pm - Deep In Sh--er, Thought.

So, thanks to the various antics of our various roommates, past and present, we are not allowed to renew our lease come Sept. 30 (or the imaginary date of Sept 31, as the notice said). We are running our fuzzy little butts off here trying to find a new place, and we've found some promising ones, but the most frustrating thing that any search for our specific needs (two bathrooms, king size bedroom, cats allowed, two bedrooms and a den at least, preferably three bedrooms, under $800 a month and preferably with some utilities included in the rent) pop up.. our current living space. Dammit! But there are promising places as I said, including some duplexes with spacious yards and screened-in porches (a true porch is a longtime dream of mine), and an apartment building with an indoor pool (yay excersize that is fun!).

But. This means we are short on money for a while. Commissions would of course be encouraged, please, and any donations with of course get you something in return. Another way I was thinking of contributing was to start a sales journal. I have some things I could sell and I know that a lot of sales journals do rather brisk business. What do you guys think? Would anyone buy shit from me?

current mood:

determined
current music: Nocty fixing his speakers

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